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Off Camera
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“I like the dreams of the future better than
the history of the past.” --- Thomas Jefferson
The room
contained a small bed, neatly made, two straight-backed chairs, a washstand, a
bureau--without any mirror--and a small table. There were no drapery curtains
at the dormer windows, no pictures on the wall. All day the sun had been
pouring down upon the roof, and the little room was like an oven for heat. As
there were no screens, the windows had not been raised. A big fly was buzzing
angrily at one of them now, up and down, up and down, trying to get out.
I can
empathize, in some ways, with that insect.
It is helpless, unable to change its situation. I feel helpless and unable to change my
situation. The only difference is he
didn’t intend to get stuck in my room. I
voluntarily put myself under the iron-willed rule of Quinn Murray, my owner and
mistress.
She taught
me everything she knew but I left her as soon as I had a professional wrestling
career promised to me. Now with my
career seemingly going downhill, she’s promised to finish the lessons, she
promised to finish teaching me everything she knows. She just wanted me to make a sacrifice. As it turns out, that sacrifice turned out to
be my very soul.
No longer do
I live with my brother Mark. No longer
can I go where I want when I want. I
live with Quinn Murray and I go where she wants me to go, do what she wants me
to do. In exchange, I listen to all of
her invaluable words of wisdom.
It has
seemingly been a good decision. I
managed to defeat Bill Barnhart on Breakdown.
My confidence is growing with every night I step foot inside of an SCW
ring. Now can I continue my momentum
against The Gothfather?
The sound of
the door opening startles me just slightly.
I turn my head in time to see Quinn Morgan’s dominating presence enter
the room. Immediately I swing my legs
over the side of the bed and get up out of the bed, before immediately kneeling
down before her.
“Good morning, my Mistress.”
Good morning, Sophie. I trust your sleep went well?”
“It did, my Mistress.”
“Excellent.
I know this has been a tough time for you and I could only imagine how
difficult these past few weeks must have been for you, trying to acclimated to
life without your brother. What’s his
name again?”
“His name does not matter.” I hated
having to say that, and it brings a tear to my eye, but I know it was the
response she wanted to hear and I am rewarded with her running her hand through
my long dark hair and a kiss planted on my forehead.
“Good girl!
You are learning your role very quickly, my pet. But even I must admit that I am impressed with
how much you have sacrificed for the sake of wisdom.” She uses her hands to motion towards me. “Rise…”
Without
question I stand up.
“You have already bore the fruits of further
wisdom. You defeated Bill Barnhart on Breakdown.”
“Yet I failed to capture the United States
Championship at Unflawed.”
“Stop that right now, Sophie. This is a lesson in wisdom that you must
learn. What is in the past must stay in
the past. Always look to the
future. Always evolve. That is what you are here for, is it
not? To evolve and grow? To become a stronger, smarter athlete than
you were before?”
“Yes, my Mistress.” I respond, nodding
my head.
“Then don’t worry about your failure at
Unflawed. Focus on what happens going forward.”
“That also means ignoring this success
against Barnhart.”
“Correct.
See? You are learning
quickly. Your next focus should be on
your next victim, or at least making sure he IS a victim. What is his name?”
“His name is irrelevant.”
“Very good!” Quinn chuckles. “But seriously, I actually do need to know
his name this time.”
“The Gothfather.”
“Ah, him; well, he hasn’t had much more like
than that Barnhart fellow, now has he?
Doesn’t make him any less a threat.
I’m sure Glenn Braddock will have you ready. Keep winning, Sophie, and I should be able to
negotiate you into better matches and better bookings than the likes of Barnhart
and Gothfather.”
“But I have to prove that I am worthy of the
better bookings.”
“Correct.
But I have supreme confidence in your ability to win. You have all of the tools to get the job
done. The only thing you lack is the
true wisdom to use those tools effectively.” She taps me on my head. “I drilled many of those lessons in your
head but just as you were near completion, you abandoned me. You left me.”
“But I have returned to complete my
training.”
“Yes, indeed you have. And you have sacrificed so much in order to
complete that training. That’s why I am
so proud of you, Sophie. You have given
your all, your entire self, over to me.
You were even willing to sacrifice a relationship with your brother Mark…for
me…for wisdom.”
“I am your toy, my Mistress,” I shake my
head “toys do not have brothers.”
“Too true.” She laughs somewhat nastily.
“And with that, I am going to reward you
handsomely with wisdom that no one alive knows.”
I perk up
immediately, an anxious yet excited grin on my face, as I stare at her.
“Yes, my pet. Today you shall learn The Truth of Quinn
Murray.”
She turns
and exits the bedroom. It doesn’t take a
brilliant tactician to determine that she expects me to follow her. So I do follow closely behind. As we walk down the hall of this floor of her
immense mansion she begins to talk; she tells me a story.
“I am wealthy, my pet. But no one becomes wealthy by chance. Either they worked hard to earn it themselves
or they inherited the wealth from wealthy parents. Tell me, how do you think my wealth came to
be?”
“I never thought about it, to be perfectly
frank. I knew you were the Owner and CEO
of BEK Industries, a powerful worldwide conglomerate that has its toes dipped
in numerous industries, focusing primarily on fashion.”
“I am the Owner and CEO but not the founder.”
“Then who did found that company, if it wasn’t
you?”
“That is where our story begins.”
We arrive at
the elevator. She presses a button and
immediately it opens. We step inside and the doors close. She presses the very last button at the
bottom of the panel. It will send the elevator
to a part of this house I’ve never been to before; the basement.
“Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy both were hard working
people. Like I said, no one ever just
falls into wealth. These two worked for
their wealth. They built themselves and
their empire up from the ground. They
founded BEK Industries. But that wasn’t
what the valued the most.”
There’s only one thing more valuable to
human life than their material possessions and money.” I remark rather
coldly. “And that would be more human
life.”
“Very good, my pet. Yes, Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy had a daughter, her
name was Bridget Eileen Kennedy. They
loved the girl a great deal, to a fault perhaps. They loved her so much that they changed the
name of their company to BEK Industries…”
“So that’s what the BEK stands for.” I
muse out loud. “Bridget Eileen Kennedy.”
“Exactly.”
The elevator
reaches the bottom and, presumably, the basement. The doors slowly slide open and Quinn steps
out first, followed by me. The basement
was dank and smelled of cigarettes. It was
more of a bunker, all concrete and little to no personality; the walls and
ceilings had a yellow-tar sheen on them and the once cream carpet was dark grey
and gritty with grime. Near the ceiling were long low windows, no wider than
the slits in a castle turret but lying on their sides. Without any circulation
of air the stagnant aroma made it dungeon-esque and the un-softened echo of my
feet upon the floor brought on a claustrophobic feel. There is a blue tarp covering one of the
walls.
“What’s behind the tarp?” I ask
quizzically. I look at her for an answer
but she acts as if she didn’t hear me.
But I know she heard me. I
certainly spoke loud enough and she doesn’t have hearing difficulties. She’s just choosing to ignore me for some
reason. She continues with her story.
“Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy were loving parents,
but as I said, they were perhaps loving to a fault. They were overprotective of Bridget. They sheltered her with their vast wealth and
empire. When she got old enough to
realize that there was something else out there, she began to question their
authority. It didn’t help matters that
they pressured her to conform to their very conservative, almost Stepford-like
lifestyle. They wanted her to marry a
good man who could help her run the company so she and her man could follow in
their footsteps. Bridget had no desire
to follow in her parent’s footsteps.”
“I can relate to having a not so good family
life. Granted my parents had slightly
different problems than Bridget’s, I’d say.”
“And I think she’d agree your problems were
far worse than hers. She handled her
problems similar to the way you and your brother handled yours. She ran away from home. No one knew what became of her and her
parents were devastated. They lived the
rest of their lives as recluses, and their health slowly degenerated as they
lost the will to live when their precious daughter left them.”
Quinn’s
story is very intriguing. It has me on
the edge of my seat.
“What happened next?”
“Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy died, my pet. That left the future of BEK up in the air. Who would take control? Distant relatives tried to lay claim to the company,
due to the heir, Bridget, was presumably dead s well. But then Bridget miraculously showed up at
the last second to claim her rightful fortune.”
“Amazing.” I remark, in a stunned voice.
“Simply amazing. Who got the company?”
“Her distant relatives tried their best to
keep it from her but her parents never changed the will. The company would go to Bridget.”
I continue
to stare straight ahead at Quinn, waiting for the rest of the story but she
remains silent. I furrow my brow in
confusion.
“Mistress, I apologize but aren’t you going
to finish the story?”
“I did.”
“Wait, I’m confused,” I shake my head “I thought Bridget had no interest in
running the company?”
“You’re right, she didn’t.”
“So you bought it from her, I take it?”
“Oh silly little pet.” She says with a
knowing grin. “Haven’t you guessed? I AM Bridget Kennedy.”
That
revelation nearly floors me. And I am
not easily shaken. Still, I’m but merely
her toy, her possession, and to be the only one allowed to know this piece of
wisdom does make me feel honored and privileged indeed. I grasp her hand and I kiss it.
“Thank you for sharing this wisdom with me,
my Mistress. I do feel privileged to be
among the elite few to know this secret truth.
But why do you refuse to use your birth name?”
“My birth name…” she scoffs “…I only use it when I have to, if the board
ever requires my physical presence. They’ve
been accepting of a representative going in my place to speak to them on my
behalf. They are corporate snobs, they
don’t care as long as their pockets are lined with cash. As far as why I don’t use the name more
often; there is more reason to it than just merely the fact that I hated my
parents, if that’s what you are wondering.”
“Why, if you don’t mind my asking, my
Mistress?”
“I’m glad you asked.” She says with a
knowing grin. “When I ran away from home,
I got mixed up with a lot of bad people.
I also got mixed up with a lot of good people. I learned things about humanity and about
myself. I learned I was not a Kennedy. I was NEVER a Kennedy.”
I watch her
carefully and cautiously as she makes her way over towards the blue tarp. She places a hand on it. She jerks on the tarp, causing it to tumble
to the ground. As it turns out the tarp
was covering up a painting; a painting I easily recognize from my own studies
in Greek mythology.
“Athena, the Greek Goddess of Wisdom.”
“I don’t go by that name any longer, my pet.”
I blink
several times. I pause, trying to figure
out if I heard her right. I look
directly into her eyes with doubt in my own eyes.
“You can’t be serious…”
She rears
back and slaps me hard across the face.
The smile of confidence on her face changes to a look of anger.
“That was for doubting me. Another lesson in wisdom for you today, my
pet; keep an open mind. There are things
in existence that you know nothing of.
Did you not question why you were my pet and I your owner? You are not equal with a goddess.”
I rub the
sting out of my cheek for a moment, all the while contemplating what I should
do next. It doesn’t take long for me to
decide what to do. I kneel down before
this woman, a woman most would describe as insane, but who I am still trying to
figure out.
“Glad you know your place, my pet. Just remember, keep this secret of wisdom
between us. The world is not ready for
the truth just yet.”
“Of course, my Mistress.”
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On Camera
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Ever since I
returned to the life and career of my own personal weapon, MY Sophie O’Brian,
her career has begun to slowly improve.
My Sophie O’Brian ran Billy Breakdown out of Supreme Championship
Wrestling. My Sophie O’Brian came oh so
close to ruining that joke Ikiro’s run to the United States Championship. But one minor speed bump didn’t stop
her. My Sophie O’Brian would bounce
right back and keep moving forward with a win over Bill Barnhart.
Now she has
this fool named The Gothfather to contend with.
Gothfather,
I somewhat doubt that you have My Sophie beat in terms of physical
prowess. You may be a technical marvel,
but she’s better than you in a straight scientific match. I know it because she was trained by the best
wrestler in the world. And even if you
want to brawl with her, I imagine she could still hold her own.
Gothfather,
you most definitely have My Sophie O’Brian bested in terms of physical prowess,
but what you have in strength you LACK in wisdom. That is where My Sophie O’Brian will be
victorious. She will outthink you.
Not that it’s
a major feat. A trained monkey could
outthink you, Neanderthal.
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On Camera
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Sun Tzu
says, “Thus, what is of supreme
importance in war is to attack the enemy's strategy.”
A brute like
you is easy to read, Gothfather. I can
read you like a book just as easily as you could take a bath if you actually
bothered to do that once in awhile. And
because I can read you like a book, I can attack your strategy before you even
know you have a damn strategy.
You should
know this, Goth-Person…might as well be Politically Correct. If you have even have the smallest bit of
ring awareness…and you no doubt do, with those many years of experience under
your belt…you should know to do your homework on your opponent. And if you’ve done your homework on me, then
you will know that no one matches me in terms of pure submission and technical
wrestling ability.
In other
words, I can hurt you in any way I see fit.
If you try
to change your method of attack, I can adapt to any style. I’ve bled before and I am not afraid to bleed
again. And I’ve grounded the best high
flyers. And go ahead, use power and
strength against me, but I don’t go down in defeat that easily.
Quite
honestly, mate, you do not have the chops to put me down.
There is
something else I have that you do not have, Goth-Person; a will to win. As cheesy and corny as that may sound, it is
a fact. Ever since you arrived here in
Supreme Championship Wrestling you’ve managed to do all of nothing in this
company. And you’ve maintained that status
quo your entire SCW career without doing a damn thing to try and change your
place. It’s as if you are ok with where
you are.
Granted, I
haven’t done much either during my year in SCW.
The only difference between you and me is I am actively trying to change
my spot. I am not ok with where I am in
SCW so I am doing everything and anything to improve my game, both physically
and mentally. I am learning more and
more about how to physically take another human being apart and how to mentally
take them apart, because I do not want to stay where I am.
You,
Goth-Person, clearly are ok staying where you are. And that’s fine with me, because I will
gladly step over your beaten, bruised carcass on my way to the top where I
belong.
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