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May 2nd,
Breakdown
Los Angeles,
CA - STAPLES Center
Off Camera
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The Los
Angeles, California Staples Center is still buzzing; I can still hear the fans
in the arena abuzz with excitement. But
none of that bothers me. None of that
matters to me. I came, I wrestled a
brutal match against The Gothfather and have the bruises and scars of battle to
prove it, but I came out with the victory and that’s all that matters to me; I
won.
The SCW
staff, officials, and other wrestlers stare, some with awed appreciation at a
warrior who just got finished with a brawl, or with confusion at a once strong
independent woman who has seemingly given herself entirely to a stranger, to
Quinn Murray. Most if not all of them
are curious as to what exactly is going through my mind. I can’t say I blame them for being curious;
me, a woman who once prided herself on being the master strategist of
professional wrestling, a woman who prided herself on being the puppet master
now finds herself as the puppet, being manipulated by her new manager, Quinn
Murray.
But I still
do not care what they think. Their
opinions do not matter. All that matters
to me is success.
Yet while it
may not make sense for them, success does speak for itself. I have been on quite the winning streak as of
late. And that’s what I have been
striving for. It’s what I have wanted
for so long. My first year in SCW was
marred by losses, failures, and disappointments and now I have seemingly turned
things around just by simply aligning with this strange woman known as Quinn
Murray.
No, I don’t
care what others think of m my arrangement.
The only person whose opinion does matter is Mark O’Brian, my
brother. I have received some minor
resistance from my brother Mark. Mark
O’Brian isn’t pleased with this arrangement at all. The way he sees it, Quinn is trying to split
us up. He believes Quinn is trying to
separate us for her own nefarious motives.
Mark does
not understand what I am going through.
How could he understand what I am going through? Ever since I set foot in the world of
professional wrestling I prided myself on being able to use my masterful
strategic skills, my skills and my abilities inside the ring, all to work
towards my advantage to achieve my goals.
And yet when my career takes the nose dive that it did, of course I
would go back to the roots, of course I would go and return to where I got my
start, to the person who taught me everything I knew.
Of course I
would go to Bridgett Kennedy.
Excuse me,
that’s Quinn Murray to the public. I
recently learned that Quinn Murray was but merely an alias and her real birth
name is Bridgett Kennedy. But according
to her, Bridgett Kennedy is also an alias.
Bridgett, or Quinn, whoever…she claims that she is in reality the
incarnation of Athena, Greek Goddess of Wisdom.
Now how do I feel about that, you ask?
It’s not for
me to question my Mistress. She gives me
wisdom, I use it to win my matches, I’m happy with the arrangement. No need to ask questions.
I continue
walking until I stop suddenly and turn to the left, walking forward and to a
dressing room door. Mark O’Brian, my
overprotective and somewhat Neanderthal-ish brother, rushed ahead of me, thus I
anticipate finding him behind the door.
I turn the knob and push the door open.
Upon walking inside I find a strange new arrival in my dressing room.
A female,
with brown hair, sitting cross legged on a stool, with her arms folded over her
chest, staring critically and judgmentally at me. I tilt my head to one side and frown.
“Ashley…”
Ashley as in
Ashley O’Brian, my sister-in-law. We’ve
never had much of a relationship. When
she and Mark first dated, I convinced Mark to dump her. I was so manipulative, so convincing, that I
had Mark believing that she was only out for herself and would never accept me
as part of their life. Being how loyal
he is to family, Mark immediately dumped her.
I was good then, very good. I was
so good I could convince people to take their own lives. My plan to keep them apart didn’t work; they
got back together and ever since then Ashley has hated and despised me. Ok, well, maybe hate and despise are too
strong. She definitely never trusted me
again since that time. Seeing her here
is definitely a shock to my system.
“Sophie.”
Her voice is
stoic and emotionless, much like mine usually is. It’s to be expected coming from the woman who
does not like and does not trust me. I sigh and walk right on past her further
into the room, approaching my bag, ignoring her very presence except to ask one
question.
“So where is Mark? He was with me at ringside.”
“He was at ringside with you, I saw him.”
She responds, nodding her head. “It was a
great match, by the way.”
“Like you care.” I snap back at her. “You never cared for wrestling at all.
You’ve actively tried to talk Mark into quitting. And you never cared about me at all, so…”
“True, I never was a big fan of Mark putting
his body on the line, but I grew to accept it because I know he loves it so
much. As for you, well…” she shakes
her head “…no, I don’t care much for
you.”
“Exactly.”
I roll my
eyes as I reach into my bag and pull out a towel. I use it to wipe the sweat from my face. I
toss the towel aside and look back at her.
“But it still begs the question, what are
you doing here? You’ve never come to any
wrestling event with Mark and me.”
“You’re right. Even though I accept it as part of my
husband’s life, I still can’t stand watching him get hurt. So I try not to attend these events very
often.”
Normally I’m
the cryptic one. Normally I’m the one
who avoids the questions and yet here I am the recipient of that precise kind
of treatment on behalf of Ashley O’Brian.
It doesn’t make me happy in the least little bit. I approach her and as I do so she hops up off
of the stool she had been sitting on. We
are now face to face, nose to nose. The
tension is thick.
“I’m here to see you, Sophie.”
Now that’s rich!” I start to laugh. “You almost had me going there for a second,
Ashley. I actually thought you were here
for a serious reason. But clearly you’re
just here to annoy me. So let’s just
skip all this nonsense and tell me, where is Mark?”
“Why do you care where Mark is anyway?”
She asks, shrugging her shoulders. “It’s
not like he’s going to take you home.
You have Quinn Murray for that, don’t you?”
Immediately
the room goes cold. I grow silent as I
frown and study her for a few moments, pausing to collect my thoughts.
“How much did Mark tell you of her?”
“He told me enough. He told me how she will only let you see him
at these Breakdown events and house shows?
He told me how she made you move in with her.”
“Loud mouthed Neanderthal…” I growl
angrily.
“That ‘loud mouthed Neanderthal’ is worried
about you, Sophie. He loves you and
cares about you and the only reason he hasn’t said confronted her himself is
because he knows if he does, that woman will try to manipulate you into never
seeing him again.”
“He’s right for not sticking his nose where
it doesn’t belong.”
I walk away
from Quinn over to a nearby chair. I
pull it up and sit down. Ashley walks
over and stands over me.
“This isn’t like you, Sophie. You’re a strong, independent woman; why are
you allowing yourself to be controlled by her?”
“And what do you care?!” I shout angrily
with tears forming in my eyes as I look up at Ashley. “You hate me! You never trusted
me!”
“You never gave me any reason to trust
you. Don’t think I forgot about how you
drove a wedge between Mark and I when we dated the first time, causing us to
break up. I hated you for that. But I also saw how much he loves you and
despite my personal feelings towards you, I was willing to accept you into my
life because Mark loves you so much.”
“So you want to stick your nose in just
because you want to help Mark?” I suggest with a snarky voice.
“That’s part of it. But also because I know you are capable of so
much more.” She reaches over and places a hand on my shoulder. “Sophie,
I also remember how an ex-lover of mine tried to frame me for murder. You went out of your way to try and clear my name.”
“I couldn’t bear the thought of my idiot
brother being upset. That’s all that it
means.”
“No, you’re wrong.” She shakes her head.
“You could’ve sat back, let the justice
system do its thing, and I would’ve been unjustly convicted and sentenced to
God knows how long. You would’ve had
Mark all to yourself and you wouldn’t have had to do anything except sit back
and watch it happen. But you fought for
me. What that shows is that you’re
human, you have good in you Sophie.”
“Nice memory to bring up, Ashley, but how
about I bring up a memory of my own?
Tony Morgan…”
Tony Morgan
is my ex-husband. Yes, I was married
once. It didn’t turn out well and Ashley
remembers that incident.
“Your marriage to Tony ended in a
very…um…unfortunate way…”
I snicker “that’s a nice way to put it.”
“…BUT I do remember that time you two were
together. I saw the look in your
eyes. You were happy, and that Sophie
O’Brian was a good Sophie O’Brian, a woman capable of love and compassion, not
the sociopath you claim to be.”
“She was weak!” I stomp my foot on the
floor as hard as I can. “She was weak and
she’s dead! She’s dead and she’s never
coming back!”
“Is she?
I think she’s still there, you’re just holding her in.”
“No, she’s not coming back.” I shake my
head. “She’s weak. I need to be the way I am and that’s why I
need my Mistress. She’ll make me strong
enough to be a winner, never again a failure.”
“So it comes down to that? You thought you were a failure and so you
sold your soul to this woman in order to be a success again?” She snickers.
“For someone who claims to be so smart,
you really don’t know much about life.”
“And what’s that supposed to mean?” I
snap back.
“Sophie, sister…” her voice trails off
and I admittedly am shocked that she called me ‘sister’, it’s the first time
she ever acknowledged the relationship as sisters-in-law “…life is full of ups and downs.
No one is perfect, not you and not even your little puppet master.”
“You are very convincing.” I stand up
and immediately grab hold of my gym bag. “But
I hate to inform you, that person you think exists, that good Sophie
O’Brian…she doesn’t exist. This is who I
am. This is who I want to be.”
I start to
walk out but then Ashley speaks up again. “And
what about Mark?”
“What about him?”
“He’s being tortured because of this
arrangement you have with Quinn Murray.
He knows the deal, he told me all about it. Quinn Murray will force you to choose between
her or Mark if he were to confront her.”
“Yes, that’s right.” I respond, nodding
my head.
“Mark is almost certain that you’d choose
him if you had to choose, but he isn’t willing to take the risk. He loves you too much.”
I turn
around to face Ashley. “Why are you
saying this? Why are you doing this to
me?”
“You once saved me, Sophie. So I’m doing what I can to save you, and
unlike my husband, I’m not afraid to take the risk and confront Quinn.”
“You know what she will do if you confront
her.”
“I do,” she nods her head “she will tell you to choose and you’ll tell
her to kiss your ass and that you choose your family, your brother Mark. That’s what will happen.”
“Like I said…you are very convincing…”
“I know you’re going to leave with her
tonight, Sophie. And I know what she’s
promised you. She’s promised to make you
stronger, able to succeed and achieve your goals. But ask her one question…”
“What?”
“When does this whole process of making you
stronger end? And when it does end, when
you ARE stronger, when she perfects you, can you then leave? Can you then return to your family? Will she ever release you?”
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Present Day
Dublin,
Ireland
Off Camera
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It’s been
over a week since the encounter with my sister-in-law Ashley O’Brian. I have to admit it was not only surprising
but strangely touching that Ashley would go out of her way to say those things
about me, to try and reach out to me and convince me to leave Quinn
Murray. I honestly didn’t think she
cared about me at all. And perhaps she
doesn’t care a great deal about me, but she does see a lot of potential within
me, potential that I never knew I had.
Quinn Murray
sees potential within me as well. But
she sees a different kind of potential, the potential that can lead to superior
strength and power; the kind of power that can lead to me becoming a force to
be reckoned with in this world. And it’s
that kind of potential I’m interested in.
I am interested in reaching my fullest potential of power. The only thing Ashley can lead me to is
becoming weaker, even weaker than I was before reuniting with Quinn Murray, if
that is even possible.
For over a
year I’ve been a disappointment to myself.
And while I haven’t heard it from anyone, I can only imagine that I’ve
become a laughing stock for everyone in the wrestling world. The once great Sophie O’Brian, a four time
world champion, can’t accomplish anything in the business, let alone stop a
year-long winless streak in Supreme Championship Wrestling. And yet as soon as I reunite with Quinn
Murray, that streak ends with victory after victory after victory.
And Ashley
wants me to not only dump Quinn but also to become even more of a
disappointment, to become even weaker than I was before?
No, I will
not allow myself to become weaker. I
need Quinn Murray to continue on my winning ways as I head into Breakdown against
Lailoken Da Vinci. He is a newcomer to
SCW and I’m tasked with being among his first few opponents.
I intend to
make sure he is not a success.
The elevator
doors slide open revealing the entrance to the dungeon-like basement area of
Bridgett Kennedy’s (aka: Quinn Murray’s) massive mansion like home. It’s a surprising contrast to see, how
beautiful it is above ground and yet this place is dark, dank, smells bad, and
is just overall an unwelcome place.
Quinn exits the elevator first and I dutifully follow her closely
behind. We approach the portrait of the
Greek Goddess Athena. Immediately I drop
to my knees and kiss the outstretched hand of Quinn Murray.
“Thank you, my pet. Your devotion is appreciated.”
“Of course, my Mistress.”
“Now tell me, you were victorious over The
Gothfather, which is yet another victory under your belt. I may not know much about professional
wrestling yet, I am still learning mind
you, but I would hope that SCW management would put you in a better match
against a better opponent. Am I
correct?”
“I am wrestling Lailoken Da Vinci, my
Mistress.”
Her eyes
grow cold as a scowl forms on her face. “And
who the hell is that?”
“He’s new, Mistress. He had a match against Edward Adams and won.”
“And…?” She asks, her voice trailing off
as if to expect more. I merely shake my
head.
“And that’s it. He’s had one match.”
“Help me get this straight, my pet, because
as you know I do not know a great deal about wrestling just yet.” I see her
pacing, I see the frustration growing on her face. I do not dare stand up just yet. I just listen. “You have strung together victories against Billy Breakdown, Bill
Barnhart, and The Gothfather. Clearly
you have improved since your debut in Supreme Championship Wrestling. And that isn’t to count the time you defeated
Angelica Jones and the time you nearly became SCW Television Champion, and yet
despite all of this, they have you facing a young no-name fool like Lailoken Da
Vinci in what will be his second match with the company?”
“That is correct, my Mistress.”
“You know what this means don’t you?” She
stops right in front of me and gazes down, her face is full of rage and anger. “This is a blatant sign of disrespect
towards you as a competitor and, because you are my pet, my personal plaything,
and my weapon of mass destruction, then it is also a blatant sign of disrespect
towards me.”
She motions
for me to rise up to my feet. I do so
with caution. “How shall I remedy the situation, my Mistress?”
“I want you to send this David Helms person
and whoever advises him a message. Helms
is the person making the matches now, am I correct?”
“Yes, my Mistress.”
“Excellent, then I want you to send him and
his ilk a message. That message will be
Lailoken Da Vinci in a bodybag. I will
even hand deliver Mr. Helms a note, telling him that future disrespect of
Athena The Goddess of Wisdom will be treated thusly.”
I watch her
stoically, awaiting orders or even further words of wisdom. What I see is the angry glare suddenly turn
into a rather pleased grin. It’s this
kind of reaction from her that does worry me.
Yet, at the same time, it shouldn’t come as a surprise to me for it is
the same kind of reaction I used to have; she switched from angry to seemingly
happy and pleased in just a few seconds.
I used to do that, too. Not
anymore.
“All of SCW’s disrespect aside, I can
happily report that I am very pleased with you, my sweet pet.” She rubs the
back of her hand across my cheek. “Your
mounting victories have proven that you have taken my words of wisdom to
heart. You have even helped recruit a
newcomer to the fold.”
“Ian McKinnon.”
Ian McKinnon
was once my loyal foot soldier. He once
served me and even swore that he would follow me to the ends of the earth and
back. True to his word, he has done just
that. He has agreed to follow Quinn Murray’s path to wisdom. I am not entirely sure that is a good thing
for him. Few can handle this life. And it is that thought right there that
brings Ashley O’Brian’s words from last week back to me.
“Mistress, may I be so bold as to ask a
question?”
“Why, of course, my pet. You are here, after all, to learn from the
Goddess of Wisdom. So by all means, ask
away.”
“Yes, I am here to learn from you. I sacrificed my soul, my very self I sold to
you just so I could obtain the wisdom I needed to become stronger and to use
that newfound strength and power to achieve all of my goals. And I can feel that I am very close to
achieving this; my victories over Billy Breakdown, Bill Barnhart, and The
Gothfather prove this to me. My question
is, when I do reach that level I want to be, what will then become of our
relationship?”
She arches
her brow as her face furrows out of curiosity. “What do you mean?”
“With all due respect, Mistress, I think you
know. I live here with you, but not as a
person as your toy…your pet…you plaything as you called me today. And I’ve accepted your terms because I want
the wisdom and strength. What happens
when I get that wisdom and strength?”
I watch her
cautiously. I’m not entirely sure how
she’ll react. I’m not entirely sure it
was a good idea to ask this question Ashley had originally posed but something
made me do it. A grin forms on her face
as she nods her head, but that grin does not mitigate my concerns.
“My sweet pet, you truly are a very wise
individual, truly close to the precipice of greatness, the precipice of your
Goddesses’ wisdom. And you have indeed
made great strides, you have grown stronger and wiser, but I think you may be
setting your bar slightly too high. You
were very wise and very strong when you abandoned me, but you’ve returned
because you think that’s not good enough.
You want perfect wisdom and perfect strength.”
“Correct, my Mistress.”
“Isn’t it accurate to say that no one is
perfect?” She reaches out and taps me on my nose. “But then again, that applies to humans. Humans are not perfect.”
“Forgive my disrespect, Mistress, but you
have achieved perfection.”
“True, but the difference between you and
the rest of your pathetic human race is that I am divine. I am a goddess. Now try to follow my logic, my pet. I have perfect wisdom because I am the
Goddess of Wisdom, and our agreement was that you would resume your proper role
as my pet until you obtained that goal of perfect wisdom.”
“Correct.”
“And we’ve established that humanity is not
perfect. Is it even possible then for
you to achieve PERFECT wisdom? Besides,
I am a goddess, beyond that I am your Mistress, do you dare say that you could
achieve equality with your goddess and mistress?”
“No, my Mistress.” I shake my head.
“Then I think you know the answer to your
question.”
“Yes, yes I do, my Mistress.”
“No need to thank me, my pet.” She runs
her hand through my long black hair. “Your
undying loyalty and devotion to me is all I ask.”
“Of course.” A smirk crosses my lips. “Thank you, my Mistress, for your wisdom.”
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On Camera
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I just
wonder if David Helms and his ilk in Supreme Championship Wrestling are trying
to annoy me. It is a good question,
because consider that my personal weapon, MY Sophie O’Brian, has been ripping
through each and every opponent SCW has thrown her way…
…Billy
Breakdown, gone.
…Bill
Barnhart, still an afterthought.
…The
Gothfather, still irrelevant.
And yet MY
Sophie O’Brian is facing the newcomer, the rookie, the kid who has only one
match to his name. And of those three
that MY Sophie has defeated, one of them is receiving a championship match on
Breakdown.
Does this
make sense? Does this booking have
wisdom behind it? No, it doesn’t. This booking offends Sophie but worse still
it offends me. And SCW will see what
happens when I am offended, because Sophie O’Brian is my weapon and I have her
aimed at Lailoken Da Vinci and I am ready to pull the trigger and end his
existence.
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On Camera
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“I have been impressed with the urgency of
doing. Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Being willing is not enough; we
must do.” --- Leonardo Da Vinci
Leonardo Da
Vinci and I clearly are on the same wavelength.
We have the same thought process.
He explains quite well why I am on a quest for further wisdom, why I
seek further knowledge and understanding.
I have always considered myself a master strategist, the ultimate
student of the game, and yet it took me this long in my career to finally grasp
the ultimate truth that you are never through learning. There is always one more lesson to learn.
There is always more truth and more wisdom to obtain. That is why I am a lifelong learner of wisdom
and truth.
It shouldn’t
come as to a surprise to anyone why I bring up a master of the Renaissance
period like Leonardo Da Vinci. It should
be fairly obvious considering my opponent is a blithering nitwit named Lailoken
Da Vinci.
I wonder
where he ‘obtained’ that name?
Despite your
nonsensical ramblings, it is clear that you have at least some grasp of
wisdom. Your vocabulary gives that much
away. Knowing that I am facing someone
with an appreciation for wisdom is heartening to some degree, but there is a
drastic difference between you and me and that difference is explained in the
second half of Leonardo Da Vinci’s quote.
Being wise
isn’t good enough, Lailoken. It’s what
you do with that wisdom that makes the difference.
It’s a
lesson I had to learn, my friend. I was
adrift in the abyss of this professional wrestling world, accomplishing little
to nothing with what skills and abilities I had but the real disappointment
came because of how I wasted my wisdom.
I have made
it my quest to never again waste that wisdom.
Billy Breakdown, Bill Barnhart, The Gothfather, all of them have fallen
before me since I refocused and retooled myself. Ever since I realized that this wisdom I had
built up had been going to waste and that I needed to use it, ever since that
point I have been tearing through anyone and everyone SCW chooses to send my
way.
Now they
send you after me. And believe when I
say that this isn’t going to be very fun for you.
Yes, you’ve
had it easy thus far. You had Edward
Adams and, yes, you were victorious. But
then you had Derek Adonis but what happened to that match? It was announced but
it never happened. What happened,
Lailoken?
Two. Since your announced arrival sometime in late
March you’ve had two matches. Where have
you been, my friend? Your wisdom, while
worthy, is not being utilized, and if you do not utilize it, you will fail.
Trust me, I
know. I’ve made that mistake before and
I will never again make that mistake.
Wisdom is a powerful
tool, Lailoken, but as you will find out, if wisdom is not used properly, it
can and will be the death of you.
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