Tuesday, June 20, 2017

“Never confuse a single defeat with final defeat.”



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Off Camera
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“Never confuse a single defeat with final defeat.”
--- F. Scott Fitzgerald

I made my SCW debut at Taking Hold of the Flame.  Winning the actual rumble match itself is a near impossibility. Everyone is at a statistical disadvantage.  Needless to say, someone making their debut in Supreme Championship Wrestling by entering this match would be at the supreme of disadvantages (pardon the pun) being that this was their first match.

Yet that is exactly the situation I put myself in.  I debuted at Taking Hold of the Flame in the rumble match itself and I would like to think I did well, all things considered.  Most may look at my performance as a failure.  I did not, after all, win the rumble.  I am not going to the main event of Rise To Greatness.

Those who call my performance a failing effort are, simply put, short sighted individuals.  They only can see the short term while I always think long term.  My primary goal in entering the Taking Hold of the Flame battle royal was not victory.  Granted, winning would have been excellent.  Winning definitely would have sped up my plans.  But winning was not essential to my plans.

All I needed to do was make an impact; I just needed to make sure the peons of Supreme Championship Wrestling will forever remember my name.  And I’m fairly certain that no one will forget the name Sophie O’Brian, not after I attempted to burn them all to hell with my Scorched Earth Policy.

Now that they know who I am, they will not be able to ignore my words.  They will have to pay attention when I call them out for their hypocrisy, when I tear down the veil and reveal to the world who they really are.

Monsters.  Dark, evil monsters, just like I am.

Breakdown I have my first singles match in SCW, this will be against someone I am relatively familiar with; Tina Valentine.   I have to wonder if SCW just bloody loves me because this is truly a gift.  Tina Valentine is a poor, broken soul looking to redeem herself and start all over.

And I absolutely love proving to corrupt society just how painfully false thoughts like those are.  I will definitely enjoy playing with Tina Valentine on Breakdown, though I doubt Tina Valentine will enjoy my idea of fun and games.

If anyone fits the description of a monster, it’s that loud mouth, and I look forward to painting that picture; though that comes later.  First, I need to get ready to travel back to Belfast.  I’m not scheduled to appear at the next Breakdown, so I won’t plan to appear.  I can use the time to plan my tactics and strategy for Tina Valentine.

The room is uncomfortably large. It reminds me of the hotel foyer, not just in the space but in the artwork too.  The floor is a posh, comfortable off-white carpeting, the walls white and the furniture I'm sure is from a high-end Scandinavian designer, but the name escapes me for the moment. There is room in here for dozens of children, though I doubt even one would be welcome. It is a perfect place, but cold in its tranquility.  This room is definitely not my favorite place, but at least I will be leaving soon; leaving for Belfast, my home.

I’m sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing a teal sleeveless top and a knee length black skirt.  I finish putting on one of my peep-toe black high heeled pumps when a knocking is heard at my hotel room door.  I wasn’t expecting anyone and, to be perfectly frank, I don’t want any visitors right now anyway.  Bloody nuisances.

I choose to ignore them, hoping they’ll go away.  I stick my foot into the other peep-toe black high-heeled shoe.  Then the knocking is heard again.  I roll my eyes in disgust.  Clearly this fool isn’t taking “no” for an answer.

“Go away!” I shout with frustration in my voice. “I’m busy!”

“We need to talk, Sophie!”

Ok, this is strange.  It’s my brother, Mark.  He is definitely not the sharpest knife in the drawer but he does care, that much I can say for him.  Though, if you ask me, that is not a good quality to have.  He cares so much for me that he does virtually anything I ask of him.  At times he becomes a welcome mat for anyone to walk on…

…especially me.

Rarely does he speak up against my plans.  Rarely does he voice his approval of what I’m doing.  But here and now he sounds slightly frustrated for some reason.  Oh well, time to face the brute.  I get up and walk over to the door.  I open it and Mark immediately storms right on past me, into the room.

“Well, do come in.” I remark with sarcasm dripping from my voice as I shut the door.

“Can the sarcasm, Sophie.” He says sharply. “We need to talk.”

“Yes, you mentioned that, but what about, dear brother?  What is troubling you so much that you felt the need to come here and interrupt me?”

“Glenn.”

Ah, Glenn Braddock.  He is the man who trained Mark and I to be professional wrestlers.  To this day he runs a wrestling school, with the help of his oldest daughter Glory Braddock.  I always have and always will respect the Braddock legacy, as it saved my life, but it has been my opinion that Glenn and Glory have gone soft.  It is my opinion that they lost sight of the true Braddock message.

I intend to right that wrong.

“Ok, what about the illustrious Glenn Braddock?”

“Don’t play dumb, Sophie,” Mark says pointing an accusatory finger at me “I know what ya did!

“I don’t have the faintest idea what you’re talking about.”

“You assaulted him!”

“Assault, Mark?  Really?” I sigh and roll my eyes. “I hardly think kicking the poor devil below the beltline qualifies as an assault.”

I smirk knowingly. “If I assaulted him, dear brother, he would not be walking the earth right now.”

“I don’t know how you can act like that towards him.” Mark says, shaking his head in disbelief. “The man saved our lives.”

“I know that, Mark, and that is why I have to do what I am doing.” I approach my brother and place a hand on his shoulder. “I understand that you do not exactly have a talent for thinking long term the way I do, but try to understand this simple fact; the Glenn Braddock who saved us, he has gone soft and he has forgotten the  true meaning of the Braddock legacy.  Would you agree with that?”

“Yeah…” Mark responds, nodding his head.

“Right, and all I’m trying to do is restore that legacy.  He may not know it now, but I am helping Glenn.  He will thank me later.”

“I doubt that,” Mark reacts “not after the way you attacked him.”

“True, but a message had to be sent.  Sacrifices sometimes must be made and I am willing to make my sacrifices in order to achieve my goals.”



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On Camera
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Humanity is corrupt.  Humanity is darkened by the stain of what the religious community might call “evil”…now I won’t go into a debate over the existence of evil, but it is obvious to me that someone like yours truly would be thought of as evil, though I prefer to think of myself as a sociopath.  Furthermore, it is my opinion that everyone possesses the darkened stain of evil or sociopathic tendency.  Some embrace who they are, others hide behind a mask of goodness and human decency.

The notion of human decency is a lie.  I’m here to prove that.  I begin with a case study known as Tina Valentine.

Should I call you Tina Valentine or Valentina Madison?  Or would you prefer “Slay Tina” or Hood Rat?

I remember the days of Slay Revolution.  Many others remember them too, don’t think that just because you’re getting off to a new start in SCW that your past will be forgotten; what you did to other people, the tactics you utilized, the chicanery, and dare I say it, you were very much the same kind of sociopath I was.

Oh but we’re supposed to believe that you have changed?

See, Tina, my true victory won’t come in the form of a one, two, three or in tapping you out, which may very well happen.  My true victory comes with exposing you as the fraud that you are, exposing you to the SCW universe as a sociopath.

You are just the first of many, Tina; many who will be exposed, many who will be unveiled.  Because I am a monster, I admit it…

…but so are you and everyone else in this company.